How did I get here?
My heartbeat keeps pace with the sound
of my shoes slapping across a dusty road
as I try to silence this quiet sense of dread
Something’s not right
Something’s coming
I run
Immersed in moonlit madness
your voice rings petulant in my ears
With disgust, I recall what we discussed
Something’s not right
Something’s coming
Run, run
Roots and branches intertwine
a heritage of regret to tear at my skin
I’m lost in cotton candy nightmares
Can’t keep straight passageways
through straits that connect
yesterday to this day
Something’s not right
Run
And when I stumble, as I knew I would
and my lungs burn with the breath I abused
I stop
Waves of fear dissipate as I accept
this that is coming
this that I created
this that I am empowered
to make right
My voice rising, now loud and clear
I atone for my misgivings while
finding the way to disregard yours
Cotton candy nightmares
sustenance for absolution
Bitterness overcomes the sticky sweet
in this carnival of dreams
photo: Pixabay
prompts: OctPoWriMo 2017, #MadCarnival, MLMM Saturday Mix – Double Take
Powerful imagery there. Nightmares are so strong and deceptive, Carnival of dreams indeed!
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Thank you!
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Oh those nightmares….When you become lucid enough to know they are dreams and try and change the outcome. Though there have been too many times one thinks they have awakened when they have not….
Thanks for stopping by ~Jules
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“a heritage of regret to tear at my skin”
What a STRONG image (and just one of many!) I really enjoyed this poem. Glad you’re with us for OctPoWrimo!
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Thank you! I look forward to reading everyone’s poems! This is a great event. 🙂
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“Cotton candy nightmares” love when words used in anusual ways together create a unique visual. Well done.
Peace,
Morgan
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Thank you! I’m excited to participate again.
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Beautiful poem! Loved how you combined the prompts with MadCarnival! 🙂
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Thanks! I love the challenge of combining prompts, especially when they seem so unrelated.
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Indeed! I got to the last stanza and was pleasantly surprised to recognize the prompt words – wonderful ‘mash-up’!
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I love that you recognized it!
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Reblogged this on Die Erste Eslarner Zeitung – Aus und über Eslarn, sowie die bayerisch-tschechische Region!.
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Thank you!
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